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Mar. 13th, 2011 09:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
theron09It's Kizzie's operation tomorrow and I'm feeling pretty scared right about now. Logically I know that the chances of anything bad happening are really small but I've never really been a logical person and I've just got this really horrible feeling that something's going to go wrong.
This is going to make me sound crazy but I sort of feel like I'm at the point where, if this was a J2 AU and I was Jensen I need Jared to come and hug me and make everything better. I don't know how else to describe it apart from saying that right now all I want to do is hug Kizzie and also hug K and never let go. That probably doesn't explain it any better and to some of you it probably seem like I'm being overly dramatic but this is honestly how I feel.
We drop her off at the vets at 8.30 tomorrow morning and I just know I'm going to spend the whole day snapping at people and being worried.
Fuck.
This is going to make me sound crazy but I sort of feel like I'm at the point where, if this was a J2 AU and I was Jensen I need Jared to come and hug me and make everything better. I don't know how else to describe it apart from saying that right now all I want to do is hug Kizzie and also hug K and never let go. That probably doesn't explain it any better and to some of you it probably seem like I'm being overly dramatic but this is honestly how I feel.
We drop her off at the vets at 8.30 tomorrow morning and I just know I'm going to spend the whole day snapping at people and being worried.
Fuck.
