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Chapter Nine

Back resting against the headboard, Dean looked across at Sam who was sitting on the opposite bed, cleaning a gun. It should have been strange, being in a room with someone cleaning a gun, but, even after just a week on the road, it felt natural.

“You want to try this again?”

He nodded, “Yeah. I think I got it.” He caught the gun and smiled gratefully when Sam passed the last of the stuff over, “You think your Dad will be long?”

Sam shrugged, “Half an hour – depends how long it takes him to find somewhere to get food.”

“Right.” Dean had a frown on his face as he concentrated on cleaning the gun; he didn’t want to make a mistake, needed to show Sam that he was capable.

“How are you doing?”

“Me?” He looked up, “I’m fine. Why?”

“This life – being out on the road, it’s gotta be hard to adjust to.”

“It’s not so bad. I was on the road for a while without you, remember.”

“It’s not like I could forget.”

Sighing, he dropped the gun down onto the bed and raised his eyebrows at Sam, “You going to get all melodramatic again, Sammy?”

“No. I just – I missed you.”

He picked the gun up and handed it back to Sam, “Check that I’ve done it right.”

“You have, I was watching you.”

“Check it.”

“Fine,” Sam held Dean’s gaze as he made sure the job had been done properly, “Yeah, I told you it was done right.”

“I wanted to make sure. I need to be good at this, Sam. You’ve grown up learning this stuff. I’m playing catch-up here.”

“I can help.”

“What?”

“We can do some extra sessions, when Dad’s out. Shooting practice, sparring, I can help you with learning about the creatures, too.”

“You’d do that?”

“Sure,” Sam frowned, “You would have done it for me growing up, if you hadn’t have been taken.”

“Yeah,” he stood up and moved onto the bed next to Sam, “Yeah, I would have.”

“Again.”

“Dean,” Sam shook his head, looking at the blood oozing from the cut on Dean’s forehead, “It’s-”

“I’m fine, Sam. It’s just a cut. Let’s go again.”

“You’re too stubborn.”

“I know. Let’s go.”

Nodding, he brought his fist up and took a swing, smiled when Dean blocked it easily and struck out again, this time catching Dean in the side. Laughing now, Dean ran his hands up Sam’s sides, tickling him, and Sam shouted, wrestled Dean to the floor.

“That’s cheating.” He pinned Dean’s wrists above his head.

“I know, sorry.”

“You’re a great big cheater.”

“You love it.”

Sam huffed out a laugh, “Yeah. I do, actually.” He moved closer, so that his lips were inches away from Dean’s.

Dean closed his eyes, feeling Sam’s breath against his face, “Don’t do this, Sam. Please.”

“I want to.”

He shook his head, “I don’t want you to.”

“Yes. Yes, you do. You’re just scared to admit it.”

“I’m not scared.”

Sam pressed his head against the floor, his cheek touching Dean’s. “I think you are. I am too, you know. I mean, this whole thing, it’s crazy. But you and me, it feels right.”

“No,” he pushed up against Sam until he rolled off and then stood up, “We’re not doing this, Sam.”

“Then how come-” He broke off as the door opened.

“You boys okay?” John placed the bags he was carrying on the table.

“Yeah.” Dean stepped forward to help him unpack the supplies, “We’re okay.”

“Good. Because I’ve got a lead on the Colt.”

“The Colt?”

“The gun – the one we’re after.”

“Great.” Sam looked pointedly at Dean, “Because I really feel like shooting something.”

John closed the research that he’d been working on and turned to watch as Dean paced up and down the length of the room. He’d been wearing out the carpet ever since Sam had gone for his shower; something was definitely bothering him.

“What happened before, Dean?”

“What?” He stopped walking, shook his head, “Nothing happened.”

“You and Sam have been walking eggshells around each other since I got back. What happened?”

He shrugged, “He – we had a moment. But it’s okay. We’ve sorted it – nothing’s going to happen.”

“I wouldn’t mind if it did, you know.”

“Excuse me?”

“Look, Dean, if you and Sam had grown up together, there’s no way I’d be happy about it. But the way things are, you and Sam, if you want to be in a relationship don’t let me stop you. I just – you’re my son. I just want you to be happy.”

“You’d really be okay with it?”

“I’d really be okay with it.”

“Oh.” He began to pace again and then, “John?”

“Yeah?”

“I think I’d be okay with it, too.”

John smiled, “I don’t think it’s me you should be telling. I’ll go out for a while, give you boys some space.”

Finishing up rinsing his hair, Sam turned to grab the shower gel, span around as the door to the bathroom burst open.

“Dean? Dude what are you-” he trailed off as Dean, still fully clothed, climbed into the shower with him and shoved him up against the wall.

“I don’t care if it’s wrong.”

“Dean?”

“I don’t care if people think it’s weird.”

“If what-”

“I just want to kiss you.”

Sam didn’t have time to answer, just sucked in a breath as Dean grabbed his shoulders and kissed him. There was none of tenderness that had been there before, just teeth scraping against lips, nails digging into bare skin, and Sam moaned as he slid his tongue into Dean’s mouth.

He pulled away, laughing, and grabbed hold of Dean’s hips, “You’re soaked.”

“So are you.”

“I’m not wearing any clothes.”

Dean smirked, ran his hands across Sam’s chest, “I’d noticed.”

“Are you sure about this, Dean? Because once we start this, there’s no going back.”

“There better not be. Come on.”

“What?”

“Bed.”

“Now?” He brushed his thumb across Dean’s hip. “What about Dad?”

“He’s gone out. Bed.”

“Okay. Yeah, okay.” He let Dean pull him out of the shower, reached for the bottom of Dean’s t-shirt and tugged it over his head as they walked then pressed his lips back onto Dean’s, laughed when Dean fell back onto the bed and then gasped as Dean yanked his jeans off.

“You ready for this, Sam?”

“Yeah.” He climbed onto the bed, shivered when Dean licked a stripe up his stomach, “I’m ready for you.” Leaning down, he scraped his teeth over one of Dean’s nipples, laughed against his skin as he felt him shudder, “I’m so, so ready.”

Dean didn’t bother to answer, just met Sam’s lips with his own and reached down to stroke Sam’s cock with long, lazy strokes.

Sam gasped and covered Dean’s hand with his own, and then they were moving together, against one another and there was no more time for talking.

John Winchester sat in his Impala, ready to drive, and looked up as his boys walked out of the motel, duffel bags slung over their shoulders. He shook his head when Dean poked Sam in the side and began to run off, laughed when Sam grabbed a hold of Dean and pulled him close, arm going up around his brother’s shoulders as they walked towards the car.

He could hear them talking, teasing one another as they threw their stuff into the trunk and got into the car and he glanced in the rear view mirror at his sons, pressed up against one another and smiled; they might be the most unconventional unit around. The threat of the yellow-eyed demon was still there. They were still getting to know one another and they definitely had a hell of a lot left to work out. But they were together. A family.

 

 


Author's Notes

Date: 2011-03-15 07:34 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] desertpoet
I guess I'm first! I really enjoyed the the relationship between Sam and John. It's always nice to see John portrayed as a good man and a good father . I felt sorry sorry for Dean growing up unloved and I'm so glad he found his family.

Date: 2011-03-15 07:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
I guess you are :D Thank you so much for taking the time to comment - I really appreciate it.

I'm glad you liked my portrayal of John - he's one of my favourite characters so that makes me happy :)

Thanks again!

Date: 2011-03-15 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] longerthanwedo.livejournal.com
Aww, what a lovely ending! And a lovely story in general. I really enjoyed John's part in it, and the boys' interactions both before and after they found out. This was a perfect mix of cute and angsty; well done! ♥

Date: 2011-03-16 11:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thanks :) I'm so glad that you enjoyed it! I had fun writing the parts with John so I'm glad you liked him. Thanks again! Can't wait to read yours :)

Date: 2011-03-15 09:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deadflowers5.livejournal.com
It was an interesting turn that you "killed" Mary, and instead of Jess a nice old lady. :-)
I really loved the stuborn Dean, but I missed a little bit more hot-dirty-sex. Ok, I'm that freak.
And John was great!
Good first job.

Date: 2011-03-16 11:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
I'm glad you liked Dean :) Haha, I'm sure there'll be more of this verse at some point so you never know!

Thank you for taking the time to comment :D

Date: 2011-03-16 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spn-j2fan.livejournal.com
After so much unhappiness in Dean's life, well, in all their lives, I'm glad to see such happiness between them. Even if there is a whole lot of evil still out there to face, at least they can do it together.

I really enjoyed Sam and John's easy relationship. I miss John (on the show)!

Great job! :)

Date: 2011-03-16 11:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for taking the time to comment. I'm glad you enjopyed the fic and I'm really pleased that you liked the relationshoip between Sam and John. I miss John on the show, too - he should come back!

Thanks again :D

Date: 2011-03-16 09:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trollmela.livejournal.com
A day late but I've finally managed to read the story. It's really fantastic. The relationship between Sam and John really stood out for me. I also liked the fact that you gave Dean's kidnapping a non-supernatural cause and the way Sam and Dean's relationship developed. Very well done!

Date: 2011-03-17 08:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm so glad that you like it :)

Lots of people have said they liked the relationship between Sam and John and I'm really pleased about that because I do love John :D

Thanks again XD
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Date: 2011-03-17 08:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
*grins* Thank you so much! I think there definitely needs to be more John in fics! Thanks again for the beta work :D

Date: 2011-03-17 10:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hellodean.livejournal.com
Oh. It was so nice to see John just loving his sons and grateful for whatever he could get. This was very different from anything I'd read before and so good! Thank you!

Date: 2011-03-18 01:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for reading and commenting. I'm pleased that you enjoyed the story and liked the John that I wrote. Thanks again!

Date: 2011-03-18 02:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viciousbluesky.livejournal.com
Eeeee, that was awesome!

I loved Sam and John's relationship-- it's nice to see them getting along, even if it's just in fanfiction. And, of course, Sam and Dean being so easy and comfortable around each other right from the very start. It was perfect.

Such a sweet story. Great job ♥

Date: 2011-03-18 01:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
*grins* Thank you! I'm so glad that you like it!

I like it when Sam and John get on :D

Aww, thanks again!

Date: 2011-03-18 09:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] locknkey.livejournal.com
I enjoyed this. I liked the characterizations of the boys - they felt real to me and I was invested in how the story was going to end. :)

Date: 2011-03-19 08:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you :D I'm really glad that the characterisation worked for you, with it being an AU fic. I really wanted to try and keep them as close to their show characters as possible while still making it clear that they grew up a lot differently.

Thanks again :D

Date: 2011-03-19 07:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twinsarein.livejournal.com
Yay! I am so glad things worked out for them. John was awesome; losing a son seemed to make him a little mellowed all the way around. I'm glad Dean was able to get passed his problems with a relationship with Sam, and I liked the role reversal. Great story.

Date: 2011-03-20 01:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for all of the wonderful comments! it was so lovely waking up to find them in my inbox. I'm so glad that you enjoyed the fic and that you liked John.

Thanks again!

Date: 2011-03-21 04:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darklingdawns.livejournal.com
Oh, so very nice... I love separated-when-they-were-little stories, and this one was just beautiful. I really liked John's support, think it showed his practicality quite admirably, and Sam's tenaciousness and unwillingness to give up on Dean was wonderful.

Great job, and thank you so much for being a part of this!

Date: 2011-03-21 09:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you very much :) I'm really pleased that you enjoyed my story and I'm glad that John and Sam worked for you :)

Thanks again and no worries! I had a great time taking part - thanks agai for organising it!

Date: 2011-03-31 01:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gilesgirl.livejournal.com
Well done! :)

Date: 2011-03-31 01:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you :)
Edited Date: 2011-03-31 01:27 pm (UTC)

Date: 2011-06-14 12:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] firesign10.livejournal.com
Holy cow, I really enjoyed this! Are you thinking about writing more? Sequel? :-D

It was a great premise, and really interesting to see the whole different dynamic Dean's disappearance made for Sam and John. I felt sorry for Dean, growing up in such a loveless family, but I liked the whole bar/Karl as refuge. And, of course, Sam and Dean growing closer :-D Kudos!!

Date: 2011-06-15 09:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Aww, thank you so much! I'm really glad you enjoyed this fic and that you thought the premise was interesting.

I think there's definitely room for a sequel and I already have a few ideas for timestamps and things so there will be more in this verse at some point :)

Thanks again!

Date: 2011-06-29 07:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] awennra.livejournal.com
Hey this was wonderful! Loved the whole story :)

Date: 2011-06-29 08:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you very much :) I'm glad you enjoyed it!

Date: 2012-03-26 05:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sherbysherby.livejournal.com
I loved this! Great job, thank you for sharing it.

Date: 2012-03-28 09:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theron09.livejournal.com
Thank you - I'm really glad you enjoyed the fic. Thanks for taking the time to comment :)

calver ridge

Date: 2013-10-18 05:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] manictater.livejournal.com
Loved, loved, loved this! I'm glad that the three of them are together and HAPPY.

Date: 2014-03-23 10:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] imaginecoolname.livejournal.com
Wow, I have no idea why I never came across this fic before, but I'm glad I did now. I really enjoyed this.

It makes for a nice change with John being a good guy for once, and having such a good relationship with Sam. I also loved the instant bond between Dean and Sam, and the ending made me very happy. :) So glad Dean got away from his horrible family, and that all three Winchesters are on board with the whole Sam/Dean awesomeness. ;)

Did you ever write more of this verse? Because I'd love to read it! Anyway - this is a great fic, thank you!

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