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I've fucked everything up. For the first time ever I actually took a chance on someone and it didn't end well. And the worst bit is, I'd usually go to him for a hug to make me feel better and I'm so fucking friendless that I don't have anyone else to go to.

Fuck.

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I don't like swearing and I hate it when I get so angry or upset that I feel the need to swear. Sorry if it offended anyone.

I always told myself that I'd never do a post like this but it hurts and I need to let it all out.

( Skip if you don't want to put up with my real life issues at the moment... )

In his defense

Okay, so I'm still upset and nothing's been sorted out but I think I need to explain something.

He might have said the wrong thing and he might be being oblivious but he's not a horrible person. He's been there for me through so, so much and he's done so much for me. I don't think for one minute that he set out to hurt me, I just think he didn't realise what he was saying. To be fair, it's not like he knows how much I like him.

Thanks for all of the support from you guys. I love you all! *hugs*

pippii  - thank you so much for the v-gift!! *huggles*